Thursday, July 30, 2009

Random

Going to update soon~
Currently
tired tired & tired~

Thursday, July 23, 2009

納悶中

就是不告訴你!
做的東西有必要向你報告嗎?
不關你是你別懂啦~
哇哇哇~看看這是多么拒人與千里之外的話
為什么我就是在認真的時候說不出這類似的話?
我做人其實可以絕一些麼?
有點恐怖,有點害怕
我是多么優柔寡斷的人啊!!
想要想不要,可以要可以不要,傻得可憐!
嗯~~
原則原則,對了對了!
我要找的就是原則這兩個字!
太隨便會被人欺負的呀,
小時或看書,什么畫報我都懂啦~可是我辦不到!


為什么neh~哈哈
我的原則總在我生氣的時候出現
有幾何看我生氣的?都是玩玩說說笑笑
算了,很難改變得了~
還是直然最美好!


最近~
我感覺到了
更體會到了
那感覺
真的好恐怖
真的真的讓我好擔心
那感覺真的很真
我不曉得我生活卻了什么
每當我興起,講講笑笑
瘋瘋癲癲,痛痛快快鬧的時候
我的確好開心,就是爽!
但是剎那間,變得好快好快
快樂以后的心情突然被一股低潮襲擊
‘真么啦?說話啦~笑笑啦~’,是我聽見的
無論多么瘋狂,
多么的歡樂給我的感覺就是恐慌,
擔心需要付出得到開心的代價
是寂寞嗎?不,我不寂寞~拿起電話
撥打的號碼都會接通,朋友會出來~所以我不寂寞
空虛?
對了,感覺就是空虛。
我不懂缺些什么~聊天聊天我最擅長了
也做不了什么作用,哈哈我是瘋了嗎?
我看了一些書一些電影,聽了不少朋友身邊的故事
空虛使人恐懼,使人迷失方向,更會讓人崩潰~
我懂我懂~我總是在別人還沒說完之前都說我懂,我知道,我明白
的確很多時候我是真的懂嘛~
但是或許也時常我是真的不知道~
這一刻的我,真的好憔悴~心慌慌
我承認我其實是虛弱的,朋友我歡迎您的指導您的指教~
我萬分感激~此話只說給有心的人聽。

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

測驗!!

恭喜你恭喜你~
轉眼又是新年到~新年到~~~
第四個學期的第一個測驗來了
(Strength Of Materials)它終于來了!!
聽來簡單,看去容易,做起來真的吃盡奶力絞盡腦汁
算算算~換換換~轉轉轉
躺在地上了,呻吟中~~~~嘻~哈!!
大家來來,舉起雙手為我禱告為我祈求神靈的保佑
一切順順利利,風調雨順,大吉大利!!!


哎呀呀,傷心事別提了~
PIKOM PC fair is coming!!! 30th, 31st July & 1st August!!
好不容易,真的好不容易我有機會在哪里做工咧!
還要是一來就有兩份工,賣laptop還是accesorry好?
都不好啦!又是小考,DYNAMICS!!
我的天啊,真么會在星期五~~那么巧~
看來還是沒得去嚕,閑掉!
錢沒了小事,經驗失去了/放人飛機了事大~
每次都是去走走看人賣東西,想體會下sell東西,哈哈^^
賺錢的活動去不成了,不好玩了~


接下來就是花錢的活動了~
電話響起了,又有行動了,gogogo!!
感謝朋友們竟然還沒把我忘記^^
朋友聚會聚一聚,party跑一跑,clubbing鬧一鬧
這星期六晚去b。party被book了
下星期五晚上去euphoria被book了
yeah下個星期五又是一個充實的日子!
早上一個小時DYNAMICS test,打球,游泳。
晚上就去EUPHORIA了~搖滾吧!
clubbing第二次即將來臨
第一次都跟senior去的,有點生疏不自然
這次同樣的地方應該會好玩更比上回來得顛吧!

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Battery Low

Haiyerr~siao lehh~keep out going~
after a having a BLOOM MUSIC event with christian friend at Pandan Perdana~
then have a nice supper & good conversation with college friends...
I missed the Bon Odori event at Shah Alam today,
reason is I've promised my christian friend to join the BLOOM MUSIC event at 1st
sorry to refuse you all visit to Bon Odori~
Hopefully I could get you all's understanding,haha^^
Recently I'm mad of speeding my bike on the road~
what a dangerous action of this? swt..I know larr
But I still enjoy with the acceleration,
traveled here & there by bike..
feeling it's really cool n convenient(with big bike)
I mean without raining larr~no traffic jam mahh~
SYOK~if not get in accident larr of course...


Today reached home around 1.30am
my body is tired but I feel the night is still young~
Then, switched on the PC & look for friends to chat n surfing net..
this is what my habit larr,
must turn my PC on event though just for a while^^
then suka-suka ma blogging loh, lolx...


Oh yahh~there is a story to share with you all...
This is what I heard from just now that BLOOM MUSIC event..
One day, in the zoo~
Those zoo sharing holder are discussing the solution to attract more visitor
There is a wise idea they had suggested is buy in an ape
reason of choosing ape is because ape can perform a show to public
but the problem now is the zoo don't have much money to purchase an ape
somemore after purchased an ape they still have to spending time to train the ape
luckily, there is a zoo-keeper volunteer & suggested himself to act as ape by make up himself & wearing the ape's fur,haha~ What a good idea, on!!
Because he work in the zoo for many years of experience,
so he can act like exactly an ape to make fun of those visitor~
those action of ape he can do well,
and those action that a normal ape can't do but he can do as well..
That's why he is extremely welcome by public and brings lotz of income for the zoo
He play with the swing...
Swinging swinging & swinging~
He keep swinging because he got a lot of fans while he acting as an ape.
this is what he never experienced while he is stil a zoo-keeper..
By swinging higher & higher n mean to ask for more hurray~
the zoo keeper accidentaly loosen his hand & tossed himself to a tiger cage
WTF!! He is in a tiger's cage!! Everyone is screaming now~
And the zoo-keeper is sweating & start to worry about his own safety..
Everyone is yelling to the ape(act by the zoo-keeper),''run..run...!!''
the zoo-keeper is stunning, willing to ask for help..
but he worry to broken the contract in fact an ape can't speak~
The tiger is approaching to him~~is in climax!!
the tiger suddenly cover the zoo-keeper's mouth & speak with a low voice,
''Hey bro~it's hard to search for a high-payment-job larr~'',
''Help me as helping yourself, don't ask for help,
both of us also work for zoo & acting as animal~''
SWT~~tiger & ape can be a good friend since the incident happened~
the zoo getting famous n popular by promoting their animal's friendship!!

This story u might heard before, maybe for u it's not funny at all~
But I love tis story~lmao (laugh my ass out) when 1st I listen to this^^
Now gota wait until 6.30am and then fetch my parents out for trip...
Take a short short nap 1st...
In fact I'm stil a human need to rest mahh~~~

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Let's get LOUD~~scream!!!!

Burst the speaker!!
louder n louder please~
Let's shake our body~ swinging!! screaming!!
Suddenly willing to try the feeling of get drunk!
I've an extremely heavy mood willing to express out lehh!
Drink? I tried since I was still young~but never get drunk larr
Smoke? I tried once in NS & once in college~but it doesn't make sense
difference of light, hot, cold cigarette is...
light~ like no feeling, for fun & just smoke comes out only
hot~ more heavy, not so hot
cold~ ehh... better feeling cause like a mint taste in throat.
I love mint flavouring mah~ that's why i feel better
No good no good~I did the research for u all already~
I'm not addicted on it & it's really doesn't make sense on me
Hate the bad smell in my throat & mouth after smoking.
Ohh ya!! Specially my hand my finger nails~yuck!!
Hahaha~now is only left cigar i haven't try...
Wait larr...wait I get know some even rich's fellow 1st,hahaa!!


Influence?
I'm not a fussy person
May this is what the reason...
I usually learn something difference from others
friends mean for what for us?
In my opinion,
Learning from each other & sharing larr..
Seriously tell that learning in a group is much better than u staying alone.
Learn is not only in study larr for sure...
Write until here 1st, gota get prepared to go an event at 6pm^^

愛自己,給自己機會

沒有一個人可以阻止你愛自己,如果你覺得別人不夠愛你,你要加倍地愛自己;如果別人沒有給你機會,你應該加倍地給自己機會;如果你們真的愛自己,就會為自己找到自己需要的東西

Friday, July 17, 2009

The Swinging's Heart

Recently~
I'm so blur, usually gawking while my friends are discussing something
feeling there is a black void in my mental
I've a lot of plans, targets & promises for myself
but I don't know what happens on myself
I just like feeling want to escape from all the troubles
haha, maybe u would like to ask me what is annoying me~
sorry my dear friend, unable to tell you what's the reason.
because myself also dunno what I really want now.
Feeling like I'm floating~floating in the ocean~wakaka!!


Mmm...skip that..
Lately lately~
I've spent a lot to treat myself
my money out going like pipe water
in facts I loving to hanging out with friends
yamcha yamcha can due to bankrupt
Then, transport need to feed petrol
keep on accelerate surely drain petrol fast.
Swimming? OK then go out~
Badminton? OK then join~
Yamcha lo!! OK then makan~
Ice Kacang!! OK,my favourite go go go~
This is just only for myself,
haven't count in any other activities or events
such as Birthday, Gathering, Farewell, Trip n so so...


Gosh~this is my 4th semester of Automotive Engineering in KLIUC
There is already 3 of my previous classmate comment on me I'm much bigger liao~
Even though my lecturer also said that~wuahahaha~
Much bigger, haha~ U should understood larr right?
This time I really have to admit already,
no more excuse~haha~
Friends from camp Nasional Service willing to have a gathering soon~
OMG, I got a shocked that time~ Cause I've not prepared!!
Luckily the gathering won't be host so soon,haha
U know why? Because...
I've time to keep myself in a good condition again,hehe^^
Rebuild n rebuild~
Shy to tell that, I'm quite slim n abit muscles feeling in NS
I mean compare with now larr,
that time is so much better~
After the camp,wakaka!!
Geng loh~ almost everyday's mission is gain weight!!
Nowadays my face also much more chubby ady~
Argh!! Fat but healthy n smart then ok larr~no problem what?!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

=_='' swt~~

救命啊~
childish childish childish case again!!!!
somebody rescue me pls...
something really annoying happens on me
SWT lar weii~
tis story's moral value is RESPECT
sometimes human really slightly need to be stingy & selfish
it teach us nvr ever lend yr hp some1
nvr place yr hp or any private documents etc. on table
specially while u're busy doing something
watever ppl ask to borrow,sure u wont reject~
cz u're really concentrating on yr assignment!!
bloody head him!!
simply view my inbox msg stil can trying to forgive~
but wat was this parlia fellow did is~
check out my inbox,
see who is the person tht most i contact with,
and den simply simply send a msg the person~
''I luv u''~ fuck la weii~~
tis is seriously attacking my private n confidential!!!
Oh my godness~
don't kidding with me larr~
I keep my phone n shut down immediatly to ensure the msg is fail sending~
Arghh!! Tak sempat ni!! Teruk betul~
Biar~i put my hp bck to my bag~
He go n grab my phone n rmb the person's number pulak~
Den tis time he is using his hp
type type type duno wat he type~
I don't bother him~Duno wat story he tells again!!
Hopefully hopefully n hopefully the msg doens't make sense!
SHIT lahh~
tis fellow style is lidat~
even more serious than me!! he is mad!!!!
too boring ady den must be finding sumthg innocence to do~

Sunday, July 12, 2009

勢力

人類就是那么自然~
就是那么的恐怖~
自熱而然的,都是往利益看齊
一個優秀的人往往都是受受別人的歡迎
這歡迎就只大多出現在你優秀的方面
當你孤單潦倒落敗時~
時常向你嬉皮笑臉的人會注意到你的悲傷嗎?
哈哈,有點熟悉的感覺,我聽見了!
人有長處也有短處嘛~以長補短是必要的~
沒有失敗哪來成功的人?
扮演好自己的角色吧~
悶了就換一換吧!總會有不同的一朝~
沒有人能夠獨自活在這個世上~
更沒有人不需要依靠別人~
但是也沒有‘‘沒有你我活不了’’這句話的道理~
虛情假意~有誰人不會?
看也看你是你虛到哪里去,假到哪種程度!
最近我好開心~真的開朗的多了~
原因是我遇見的知音越來越多~
喜歡分享的人原來也不少~
朋友,對我來說一個都不能少!!

Friday, July 10, 2009

一視同仁(1)

好吧~
今天的話題就是人際關系
何謂人際關系?social life?
人與人之間相處的
人與人再見面,說話,相處的關系
大概是那樣吧~
曾經何時我一度很滿意自己的人際關系
算是很不錯的,喜歡交友走到哪里講到哪里
都是很開心的,嬉皮笑臉聊聊天
不知道打從何時~
一切一切不同了嚕~
慢慢的慢慢的~
號懶惰咧,怕往外面跑了
我好像失去了認識新朋友的能力
或許我老了吧~興趣慢慢的縮小了~


‘‘子揚子揚,別封閉自己啦~
出去走走認識些朋友,男的也好女的也好
廣大你的社交圈子吧~
有什么風吹草動收新聞也快點,
有什么不爽打個電話就人出來陪啦~’’,朋友說道。

的確不錯不錯,本人覺得也對,滿有道理~
哈哈哈,我盡量咯~
有些東西不能強求嘛,慢慢來
我要時間適應咧~
閱讀我blog的朋友們快恭喜我
我又認識到一班好朋友啦!
好久好久了,都在自己自言自語,
人家是否在聽,是否在看我也不曉得咧。
好久好久都沒有一次過讓幾個人向我傾訴向我發表
呵呵~


今天才上了一個小時的課~
整個人blur blur,有點疲倦有點累~
昨晚10點30分才吃我的晚餐
又是在mamak搭伙食
其實故事是這樣的
來至遠方的一個朋友家里突然有些事要回家鄉幾天
我介紹他到petronas油站買車票,12am的
他沒有交通到pudu咧~
就送他到車站去咯~
反正一個人駕車好悶所以多叫兩個人陪我去
吃飽晚餐就出發
放了人下車再去喝茶
1.30am到家,今天八點class咧~
不理了,還是照樣開開電腦按按mafia world~無端端上癮了


話說回今天,學校有捐血運動~
捐什么血啦著好幾個禮拜都那么夜睡~
胖到走路上3樓上circuit theory都喘氣~
暫時不健康的血,捐給別人幫不到沒關系至少也別害人嘛~
上完課就跑去打球游泳了~
又是健康的一個星期五,
好享受運動后火燒身體般的出汗!!
冷凍后再跳下水亂扒一番簡直就是爽!
先停一停~吃飯。

Saturday, July 4, 2009

兩手空空,兩袖清風~

兩手空空,兩袖清風~
好吧,就拿這個當今天的標題吧~
開學了,
第4個學期的第3個星期要來了
功課忙到~
雖然說是long semester~
4課4個credit hour的subject啊~
加上一個science lab~
my time table is damn pack!!
冒險中~可以的話~
再多3個學期我就畢業了~
可是好趕咧~
搞不好真的會死人的~
每個學期的credit hour都滿滿的~
買書咯~要買不要買好?
我一向都相信我是超人~
沒什么需要到書的^^
因為我根本都不愛‘輸’
好冷swt~

這學期比起之前的3個semester簡直就是sap sap water
接下來,我感覺到了~
我的課程精華所在都在這個sem
好難咧~第一堂課完全不懂得lecturer在教些什么~
hohoho,心情有夠復雜~
我看你,你看我~
Arghh!!!!
算算,整天都是算~
其實也好,不必想得太多,就是要創意~
一開始真的怕怕~都不懂自己在上什么~
后來都還好,抓到key了~像是開竅~
慢慢地,有點頭緒~更覺得感覺不錯,也就慢慢愛上了!
4本課本就差不多$270了~
要多買一套道具就快$600了~
yeah yeah~
我的23'' samsung LCD排期更遙遠了


其實我很幸福的
擁有一部desktop pc一部新laptop還有一部‘老丫’laptop
desktop PC都夠用了~
我求的只是23'' samsung LCD!!


Wuahaha~這幾天活得好自由~
好瀟灑,完全不受約束~
喜歡喜歡3更半夜出門喝茶~
要吃什么就order
一吃都是吃超飽的!
游游泳,打打球,爬爬山,看看戲~
要睡就睡~要玩就玩~
東跑西跑~爬山涉水~
爽到~~
呆在家里都是一個人,宅男的生活有點厭倦
就都跑西跑咯,但是逍遙的生活還不是很適合我
要自由要放縱自己首要的條件就是要有$
我資金有限丫!!
左fing右fing很快用完的~
其實感覺也不錯啦~
存錢存錢,久久話費一下娛樂自己
好事來的~不不喜歡向父母掏錢!!


你們知道嗎!向我這樣20歲左右的男生~
其實真的好痛苦!!
原因呢就是想得到自由,
想到處游玩旅行看看外面花花世界,
想轟轟烈烈談一場戀愛但沒有經濟來源,
根本不想靠父母,又不是說含著金鑰匙出世~
跟不想太多的依賴~
所以我一向都愛選擇經濟又實惠的活動。
我時常都在想~我要比別人省錢!
我要爭氣,我要比別人用得少而達到比人家更要好的成就!!
Wuahahaha~是否有點異想天開咧?
我認為這總是有可能辦到的~
野心野心~~~我愛你~~你讓我有動力!!